Oh my gosh, that sucks so much! I'm so sorry to hear about your fic loss. I don't even have the words to say how much that would cause me to break down into tears. D:

I hope you are feeling better, and please don't feel pressured to re-write everything if you can't bring yourself to. I don't want you to at all feel like this fic is going to destroy your soul! (Although, I could totally understand the impulse to destroy your phone after that incident. D:)